So tomorrow is my birthday and I have lots of emotions. It’s the first time in a long time that things are working well and not working very well at all.
On Saturday, someone hit my (parked) car. I didn’t realize the extent of the damage until I tried to open the passenger door. Thank God I didn’t have someone else in the car.
There are a few things that are broken or need to be replaced around the house. While I am blessed to have a house, it feels like everything is falling apart.
Now, I can totally admit I’ve been emotional lately and am in desperate need of some fun times – but I can’t help but to remember that time I was sitting in my room, in my apt,tears rolling down my face and with anger I said to God, “FINE! If you’re going to change things, I’m going to need a FULL upgrade!”
Since then, things have been changing. My old job became a new job. My old boss became a new boss. I bought a house, started grad school, and was recently promoted. Things fell apart to fall together.
So today, while I am a bit uncomfortable, I am also hopeful because I know God can do the possible.
I’m trusting God or a FULL upgrade. I hope you’re trusting Him too.